Showing posts with label finances. Show all posts
Showing posts with label finances. Show all posts

Monday, September 6, 2010

107. Keeping Busy

I skipped a couple days because 1) I didn't start this blog to be a current events diary and 2) I've been busy ("busy" by my standards, considering my health limitations).

I still have the swollen face and my jaw, neck and upper back have been giving me a lot of pain. I suspect it's the fibromyalgia reacting to this new health condition, whatever it is. I tried a few different things and I was surprised to find out that the most effective treatment for this new pain was wearing this halter-like contraption that pulls your shoulders back gently (for good posture). So I've been wearing that pretty much all the time I'm up and about (except for in the shower or using the stimulator). I wish all ailments had such simple remedies, although this isn't exactly a remedy because it doesn't cure anything.

Anyway, as is my habit, in the face of adversity I try to find something constructive to keep me busy. So I've been busy, in a self-imposed way.

Saturday was my usual laundry day (I have to religiously keep to this for my dust mite control efforts). I often add extra things to my laundry regime, such as last week washing the shower curtain. This week it was cleaning all the dust mite control covers over my pillow cases and mattress (I don't have one for the box springs, although I should).

This was a major undertaking for me, especially the mattress part, and I have a memory foam topper too. So I had the matterss and the topper off the box springs and did my vacuum and spray routine on as much of their surfaces as I could do (I didn't take the box springs off to do the underside of it). How that works is you vacuum a surface and then spray it with a dust mite spray (either one that kills the dust mites or one that their particles cling to which aids in vacuuming them up). After spraying you have to wait for the surface to dry and then vacuum it again. Considering I couldn't do all the surfaces at once, this took a lot of time, not to mention the drain on my strength and energy. I was up too late doing this and so I didn't make it to church the next morning.

Yesterday and today I've been busy cooking, although yesterday I also ironed and I need to take care of some business things today too. Yesterday I baked a corn pie and also made canteloupe gelato, that I think is actually more like canteloupe sorbet, but it's very good in either case. The corn pie also came out well, and allowed me to use some dill from my garden too. I started on the cake part for the cake balls too.

Today I baked the cake and also made the plum filling for the cake balls. I only needed half of the plum filling, though, so I froze the rest for some other use later on. Right now the cake balls are mostly in the freezer, although some couldn't fit on the tray and are in the fridge. I still need to coat them in candy coating. But I also made a mushroom pirog, which I want to share with you here.




The bottom picture is from the cover of the recipe book. According to the title page and the page facing it, this is book 1 of a 6 book set titled "Encyclopedia of Home Economics". This book is titled "Potatoes and Mushrooms: 1000 Culinary Recipes". I don't have the other 5 books, and I don't know what they are.

The last 2 or 3 years I was in Russia I did a fair amount of mushroom picking, and I'll talk about that more when I get to that period of my life in the chronology, so mushrooms have a bit of significance to me. But even growing up we picked shaggy manes in British Columbia when we visited my mom's family.

The beginning of the mushroom part of this book gives a listing of several different mushroom types. One time I went mushroom picking there was a lady with us who seemed to know every single mushroom we came across, including some I'd never seen before, so this list is very incomplete. The ones we mostly found, though were "beliye gribi" (a prized type), "maslyata", "volnushki" and "gruzdi". The maslyata were best in soups or sauteed with mushrooms.

Now here in the States it seems like we're impoverished regarding mushroom selection (and also berries too). I just used regular button mushrooms for my pirog, but I'm sure beliye gribi would have ramped up the yum factor quite a bit. Nevertheless, given my mushroom disadvantage, I think I came out with a pretty decent pirog that my Russian friends would approve of.

Here's the recipe in English (the Russian version is in the picture above):

Pirog with Fresh Mushrooms

Mix the yeast dough, letting it rise twice. Then roll it out no thicker than 1 cm. In the center put the fresh mushroom filling, which has been fried with onion and seasoned with salt and pepper. Fold one end of the dough over and seal it. Brush the dough with an egg wash, put it in a warm place [to rise] and then bake in the preheated oven.

For the filling:
300 g. fresh mushrooms
1 to 2 onions
3 to 4 tablespoons of vegetable oil or butter
salt and pepper, to taste

For the dough:
1/2 cup warm milk
15 to 20 g. yeast
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 to 2 eggs
100 to 200 g. margarine
2 to 3 cups flour

Here's my version of the instructions:

I used 1 large onion and somewhat more mushrooms than called for, and I ground them together in a meat grinder. I used some excess liquid created in this process to mix with powdered milk and used that to mix with the yeast instead of the plain warm milk.

I did not saute the mushroom filling, but I did drain it from excess liquid. I wanted it moist, but not too wet. I probably used about 1 teaspoon salt and 1/4 teaspoon of pepper.

For the dough, I mixed the warm (ca. 110 degrees F) mushroom liquid/dry milk with the yeast (1 packet) and the salt, along with about 1 teaspoon sugar (to help activate the yeast) and let them sit for about 15 minutes to begin the yeast activation process. I also added a bit of thyme and oregano from my garden to the batter after the yeast fermented.

Then I mixed in 1 egg and 1/3 cup olive oil with the whisk attachment to my electric hand mixer. I continued to use the whisk while adding the flour until the dough became too thick, at which time I switched to using a wooden spoon. I used about 2 1/2 cups of flour altogether.

I started kneading it a bit, but it didn't seem to need it. I ended with a fairly soft, but not sticky, dough. I divided the dough in 2 and rolled them both out. The first one I put on a 10 1/2" by 15" rimmed pan and I covered them both with clean clothes and let them rise for about 40 minutes. The dough was pretty easy to work with, and I would just spread it with my fingers to reach to the edges and even out the thickness. This size pan seems to be about right.

After letting the dough rise I spread the filling up to within about an inch of the edges and then laid the other piece of rolled out dough on top. I pinched the edges to seal them, and they stayed sealed pretty easily (which is more than can be said for a lot of doughs!).

I baked the pirog at 375 degrees F for 20 minutes and it came out just perfect!

One thing I will say about the pan is that the pan I chose has a sort of ridged bottom which allows for better baking of bottom crusts in this kind of situation.

I've found that Russian cook books leave a lot of steps to the user, assuming that they have knowledge of how to do the details. So I guess Russian cooks are more astute, considering the great detail in American cookbooks.

Anyway, this came out very well and if you want to try it, this is for sure a genuine Russian recipe. One of my Russian friends made one like this but with a freshwater salmon from Lake Baikal (I lived about an hour or so flight north of Lake Baikal). She just put salmon pieces and slices of onion in it. She may have seasoned it, though, but that was it. It didn't need anything else, though, as it was very yummy as it was. So this would be another adaptation you could make with this recipe.

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That's all for now. I have a lot of dishes to do, I'd like to finish the cake balls, I need to freeze some of this food I'm making, and I need to look at some business things (bills and the like). My finances are not very good. After I pay my car insurance, I have $30 dollars to carry me through the month and I still have other bills. It's really discouraging, but I try not to think about it too much because that's the kind of thing that could give me a fibro flare. I just do what I can, which ends out being just sort of surviving, hanging on by a thread. But I am surviving and if nothing else, I'm going to eat well.

I'm sure your Labor Day weekend was more interesting than mine, but I've learned to take pleasure in the little things as well as the more momentous ones.

~ Meg

Sunday, August 29, 2010

102. Still Feeling Crummy

I went to church this morning, but I didn't stay for the special events afterward, because I thought it would be just too much.

My face is still a bit puffy and I feel pretty weak.

I did some stuff around home, including a little puttering in the garden, ironing and working on my recipe database. I also did a little exercising for my fibromyalgia, using the exercise ball and some light weights (2 lbs) & ankle weights. I dug out my cane from the bottom chest in case I end out needing it. The last time I needed it was last summer when the dizziness from my vestibular neuronitis was bad.

My head feels funny and I don't think my mental capacities are that great, so I still don't think I can work on this project, the autobiography, right now.

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I just found out I got another deposit from what I think it Unemployment, but it's more than I've been getting by $50. I hardly know what's going on in the news, so I don't know if there was supposed to be an increase or how that works. It's not a very good way to manage finances, though, not really knowing what your income is. I think I'll be able to pay my car insurance bill this month though with that income, although it is going to be tight. I wanted to use a coupon for the Container Store to get some clothing bags to put my hanging clothes in (I have too many clothes for the small closet here, so I have one of those racks for hanging clothes on). The thing is that I'm sure that having those clothes out like they are is bad for the dust mite situation - my level 5 (out of 6 possible levels) dust mite allergy. But the coupon ended now, so I'll just have to get them when I can.

Really, I spend all my disposable money on health things it seems. I spent about $200 on a HEPA air purifier for the dust mite allergies, and the month before that I needed new glasses. And that's not to mention all the supplements I take, some of which make an incredible difference in my level of functioning.

So lately my only splurge items are little bits of fancy foods so I can be creative in my cooking. Every once in a while I might stop at Starbucks, but it's been well over a month since I've done that.

But before I moved here I wasn't necessarily this stringent with my money. I hope this health condition is just temporary (and nothing else new pops up) so that I can still work again, at least part-time, eventually.

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I still have all these boxes of papers and files for my autobiography. I have piles of papers on the floor near my desk, a couple boxes and some books in the living room area, and another file drawer or 2 in the bedroom. So this project is staring me in the face every day and I won't forget about it. I'm just not up to it right now.

~Meg

Monday, August 23, 2010

95. Sick Again / Still

The story of my life, I just begin to think I'm going to get on my feet again, and wham, the carpet is pulled out from underneath me and I'm back at square one.

I told you, did I, that I thought I was about well enough to try to look for part-time work? Hah! I spoke too soon.

I just returned not long ago from the doctor's office and I was given an injection of benadryl and 2 prescriptions with instructions to see the dermatologist. I called the dermatologist this morning and left a voicemail message. At least I saw him not long ago, because he's a new doctor for me. They moved to a new office and the one I had now only works there once a week, so they put me with a new doctor. And I had to re-schedule my appointment again with the allergy doctor because I don't have enough money for the co-pay. There would have been a conflict with the PCP appointment, anyway, though.

Then they wouldn't let me have the shot until we figured out a way to get me home, because they wouldn't let me drive after having the shot. It would have been very easy if I had money for a taxi, but I don't. They were trying to figure out if there was some way they could arrange a ride, and I finally thought of calling my pastor, and it just so happened (!) that he was on his way to the general area where I was to pick someone up at the airport and it was fairly easy to swing by and pick me up. Was that a miracle or not? Thank you, God!

That does mean that my car is still in the garage by the doctor's office, and tomorrow I have to go pick it up, so I hope I'm feeling better for that. I only have enough money to pick up on generic prescription (which is $1.10 with my insurance), and I'll wait anyway until I have my car back. Maybe money will be deposited in my bank account tomorrow so I can get both prescriptions. The last one I picked up, though, was a generic prescription for my acid reflux and I put the money on the counter to pay, assuming it was the regular $1.10 and the pharmacist who was helping out at the register asked if I was going to pay for it, and I pointed to the money. Then he asked, "Why? There's not charge." It was sort of funny but I was grateful too. Anyway, I hope the benadryl shot today will at least keep it from getting worse so that I can take the bus to get my car tomorrow. Since I have a handicapped permit I don't have to pay for parking at county garages & parking lots, and this garage is a county one. So I don't need to worry about having a humongous bill for leaving my car there overnight.

I'm glad I was able to see someone today and they are treating it. I hope what they're doing helps.

I did ask if they had the flu shots in yet, though, since I just got over a 9-month virus, but it's too early for that.

Anyway, I don't feel well enough to try to do much on this blog right now. Sorry to leave you hanging like that.

~ Meg

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

29. Short & Sweet

This is just to say I haven't fallen off the edge of the planet or anything...

Yesterday was pretty busy ("busy" considering the limits put on me by my health condition). One of the main things, and somewhat of a stressor, is that since I'm living from disability check to disability check right now I'd run out of money and couldn't even afford my prescription refills until yesterday, when I got monthly deposit. I had to pay rent and then get the refills. But when I went to pick up the refills the computer communication with my insurance company was down. I was given a 2-day emergency supply, but my kitchen table was already taken up with the baggies that I use to portion everything (including a bunch of supplements - which also cost a bundle but are a tremendous help to my functionality) out for the week. It's so easy for me to make mistakes and when I get rushed I can very easily also forget to do or take this or that prescription or doctor-ordered health-maintenance activity. So I have to try to keep a routine as much as possible to limit errors.

I was finally able to get the prescriptions last night, but I was really wiped out and didn't quite finished. Then I had to go to BJ's and the Vitamin Shoppe today to pick up some other necessities... so much for my paycheck. I do get one other one later in the month too, though.

I'm pretty tired now too, but I've spent the evening going over some of my records and journals from the period I want to discuss here. I also have a list of things to discuss in the lead-up to Vienna (1987-1989). So I am working on it, but it's just a bit slow going here.

It's late though, and it takes me 1 or 2 hours to go through my bed time routine, and I haven't even started. So I'd better leave off for now...

~ Meg