Showing posts with label accountability. Show all posts
Showing posts with label accountability. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

408. Military Diplomacy, Pt. 26 (Taylor, III, pt. 1)

This next article is:

Taylor, III, Porcher L. (1986, Fall). When moral force impedes the mission on the airland battlefield an ethical and legal dilemma for leaders? Military Chaplains' Review, 35-44.

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This article begins with a scenario in which a crisis is forming and a certain specific specific specialist is required immediately or there will be great loss of life, but it happens to be the Sabbath and that individual observes the Sabbath.  So the ethical dilemma is established.

"By accepting the general population that "a soldier is a mirror of the society from which he comes," he goes on to make some generalizations about our society. First, individual freedom is the "most precious thing" in our society.  Our Judeo-Christian society "believes that it is wrong to kill and that nothing is worth the taking of a human life.  Second, General Cavazos Makes a sobering observation: "The negative impact of the influence of the society upon the will of the soldier to fight is evident."
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We face a dilemma that armies have always faced within a democratic society.  The values to defend that society are often at odds with the values of the society itself." (p. 37)
 I think the leaders of the Vienna mission knew that they were pushing the envelope with what was acceptable even for right which Moral Majority crazed American Evangelicals pumped up against with the red scare hype.  Some of the security things were security to protect the believers in the East Bloc countries, but other things were to keep the supporters back home from getting too upset about the tactics used, such as for socialization (use of psychology, etc.) and possibly other things like cooperation with government and the like.  These things might not have sit so well with at least some supporters back home and so could have brought some unwanted bad p.r.


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"Every leader has been instilled with the primacy of the mission." (p. 38)
Exactly!  That's what I've been saying all along: that the mission was so focused on the mission that practically any means was open game - the ends justifies the means, remember?  Well, maybe you didn't read any of those discussions, but I've said it more than a few times here on this blog.

So the Vienna mission had an absolutely fantastic objective in mind, no question about it, and the basic premise as to how to meet it was likewise seemingly impeccable.  But the devil's in the details, as they say, and it seems that in this case the devil really is in the details, or was when I was with the mission.  I just mean how they handled the security and the use of psychology and how they handled the socilization and things like that. 

But I also mean any possible government entanglement, which would be particularly egregious.  Do you know that that is one thing that the Soviet Union use to regularly accuse Christian missions of - of having connections with the CIA and other government agencies.  If that kind of thing was true that is a horrible testimony and it could have been even more dangerous for the people they were working with.  What were they thinking?  And I haven't even gotten to the issue of  being unequally yolked with unbelievers yet (II Cor. 6:14).

If I'm going to work for a Christian mission, I want to know that it is truly a Christian mission and not under the influence of any secular agency that's going to be influencing it's ministry, especially not surreptitiously.

So getting back to the text, the leaders of the Vienna mission all believed in the mission of the mission, and I think they thought it was primary (i.e., any other possibly competing objectives would have been secondary or tertiary), but I still didn't trust them because I still thought that there could be other missions (objectives) because of the ways they treated me and some other anomalies.

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"The story of Sgt. York serves to underscore the need for leaders to not only possess the "traditional qualities of courage, honesty, and stamina, but a socio-psychological understanding of people" as well." (p. 40-41)
I wonder how the Vienna mission leaders and the military chaplains/H.R. staff felt by the end of my term.  It's kind of funny, because I don't think a one of them understood me.  All they knew was I was "standing up on the inside."  That's all they knew I think.  And if that's all they could figure out, then they were way short of reality and you guys are getting a way better picture of what was going on in me then they ever had any idea of.  I was thinking all these things and I told my Grandmother and she knew these things and I told my friends in Russia and I wrote them in the human rights report and I did all this research in the US while I was living in Russia, but it was to clarify my thoughts more since my problems were dragging on and on and on and on. 

So it is possible to fool even the cleverest of leaders if you really try and have motivation.  I even fooled my family. 

They need to add interrogation skills to this list I think.

I should add, though, that I can laugh at it now because I'm just beginning to see some relief from having this horrible secret come out in the open, but it was horrible.  It was a nightmare and I was all alone in it despite being surrounded by people.  When I was in counseling I was afraid to leave until I was sure I could pull off the double life.  Inside I was the same person I had been, but outside I portrayed this changed person (except I still wanted to do my Austrian stuff).  I was sweet and subdued and nice and kept my views to myself, etc., etc. I had chances to practice when I was with the local U.S. office visiting people and the like.  Eventually I had to go for it, but I really was terrified and it was horrible, really.  I just can't tell you.  But I worked everything out on my own as to how I was going to make it with the mission because I never told anyone about anything going on at the mission or in Vienna. 

I knew I had to do it on my own or I was going to spill everything and be really in a straight jacket and you'd have never ever seen me again in broad daylight.  I'd be like slobbering down my chin or something.  So that was ruled out right away.   I was with a Christian counseling place and they knew my mission and they'd never ever have believed me in a million years so they would right away have labeled me among the most desparate of cases.

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Okay, that's it for this post. 


Saturday, May 12, 2012

401. Miliary Chaplaincy, Pt. 19 (Johnson, pt. 2)

And jumping righ into the Johnson text...

"... I think we can safely say that officers tend to be more pragmatic than theoretical.  Or as General Sam Koster said as Superintendent of the United States Military Academy, following his involvement in the My Lai incident, "... we are interested in the doer, not the thinker." (p. 8)
So basically they wanted to shut off what they thought of as extraneous deliberating about issues.  They wanted just their leaders to be able to look at the maps or models or whatever consider the terrain, the tactic options, the psychology of the enemy and run with it.  Period.  What else might there be?  Well, besides international law, which they also apparently overlooked along with ethics (e.g., civilian rights, anyone?)

Okay, so I have nothing to add to the My Lai massacre scrutiny other than renewed horror for the people who died there (along with other such civilian who died in Afghanastan more recently, for example), but what I'm wanting to bring out here is the sort of way of thinking and if there is any glimmer of it that might have affecting the way of thinking in the Vienna mission.  I think that in a way it did.

In the Vienna mission, of course the work was not military in nature but about spiritual warfare in nature in a sense.  The Vienna mission was fighting against the atheistic interests of the regimes where the mission worked, albeit in a subterfuge sort of way, by attempting to undermine the atheistic dictatorship (of the few, oligarchy - presidium). A lot of commentators, if not most, credit religious groups (usually the focus is on indigenous groups, I believe, though), with having a significant role in the fall of Communism in the former East Bloc.  I just thought I might bring that to your attention, as well as maybe the mission that I'd worked for earlier that received money from the CIA for their short wave radio work into the USSR. 

But the mission was composed primarily of theologians (Th.M. and higher) which would, it seems to me, lead one to think that they would, in contrast to the officers mentioned in the text, tend to be more theoretical than pragmatic.  I'm sure this must have been so in general.  But it appears that when it came to socialization and security and the mission forced everyone to be more like the generals. 

I think it was like that part of ones life was compartmentalized.  These rules just applied to security, but security issues were more or less a constant concern, although there were different rules for different contexts and you had to know how to act when and it absolutely had to look natural like it was yours and not put upon you.  For one thing, that would look suspicious. 

So everyone across the board had to deal with that, I think, but because everyone's situation was different what would be expected of a person would be different from the next person, although I think there were probably close similarities for people in similar positions.

Therefore, as soon as the full-time worker was confronted with the security socialization, the person would have to choose to put aside theoretical thinking (using the words of the text) and be pragmatic and just accept the mission's demands on him/her without judgment.  I couldn't do that.

The thing with me is that putting things in my way that look like things to make me break down are insulting so that just made me dig in my heals.  That was so insulting to my intelligence I can't tell you.  They treated me like an idiot.  Then when they basically threated me with "this is what we can do to you, so you'd better straighten up or you're really going to be a mess," which is how I read their sending me home to the U.S. and why I was scared to death of them after that.  How could I submit to them after they did that to me?  So the only other alternative I could think of was to hide my true thoughts, which one thing they wanted me to be able to do anyway, just not in the way I used it.

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"What do you make of this statement by Senator Grassley on whistle-blowing: "Waste occurs by no accident.  The federal system rewards it, and those who seek to stop it are flattened." (p. 14)
That's not to different from the Vienna mission.  Christian missions teach the Bible.  Seminaries teach future church leaders.  If these people and organizations are living compromised lives in a systemic way, as a way of life, don't you think there's going to be an impact?  The students eventually are going to be able to see and learn from these actions and it's going to affect the others, so you'll have them affected by the way the missionaries cut corners.

Why not just go all out and try to live a true life of faith?  I have a hard time picturing the apostles living lives of deception for the gospel's sake.   I've spoken on this so many times that I'm not going to go into a full discussion of it here.  But the thing is that in the Vienna mission flattened is putting it mildly if we're talking about the Vienna mission, because they would be more inclined to use psychology like the Soviets did on Chriistians.  I'm talking about the late 1980s, because I have no idea what they're like now. And if you think it's just me I do know there were other people besides myself and that the socialization process was like that too. As far as I knew psychology was the main tool they used, although social pressure was another to try to gain conformity.

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"I realize you can make a case for amore relativistic view of war.  Admiral Lord John Fisher once exclaimed: "The humanizing of War! You might as well talk of humanizing of Hell! And General Maxwell Taylor, in his article, "A Do-It-Yourself Professional Code for the Military," says that an officer shouldn't be greatly concerned about what is a just or unjust war." (p. 15)
 This feels pretty much like how the Vienna mission felt about how they performed their ministry.  The thing about relativism here for me is that I had already by this point thought through my view of culture and decided that I wasn't a cultural relativist, except in the sort of traditional things that didn't otherwise conflict with my values (like taking your shoes off at the front door, etc.).  On the other hand, I didn't believe that American culture was necessarily best, per se.  I believed that the Bible was the gold standard by which culture should be judged and outside of that there was room for personal preference or personal conscience even (in which the Bible says that going against one's conscience in such situations is sin Rom. 14, esp. verse 23).

So I came to Vienna primed already with a strong view on cultural relativism (I really, honestly was prepared in all these things because I had taken my preparations for missions seriously, despite how humiliatingly I was treated there in Vienna - and the USA with the mission).  But it seems now in hindsight that the Vienna mission maybe really did have a relativistic view of the logistics of East European ministry (or maybe just ministry in closed countries).  Maybe they thought that was an area open for conscience.  But the thing is that conscience isn't that wide open; it is subject to the principles of Scripture. (We don't really call them "laws" like in the Old Testament.)  It's not a free for all, go out and do whatever you want type of a situation.  Conscience is based on the principles in Scripture (and the theologians at the Vienna mission should have known those better than I did) and then where those left off, had gaps or the like, then there was room for freedom of conscience. 

So that means that the ministry logistics should NOT have operated under relativistic terms, unless all the undergirding Scriptural basics had first been met, and my contention is that they had not been, primarily because of the wholesale sell out to a life style of deception to where it ingrained every aspect of who they were.  Not to mention how other things like use of psychology then came under the service of the protection of this security system. 


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Continuing with this discussion about General Maxwell Taylor...

"He sees no need for the military professional to have any outside help, including the field of ethics. For him, the "self-evident truth" is this: "that which favors mission success is right or good and that which works to the contrary is wrong or bad." Based on that formula, if we win the war, therre is no problem. If we lose, then Taylor says, "following the precedent of Nuremburg" you can expect to be charged with "crime and aggression." (p. 15)
So basically this is to say that "might makes right," right?  Sounds a bit like the old schoolyard bully, doesn't it?  Well, in this regard, it could be the mission and me, now couldn't it?  Of course the mission is somewhere in the vicinity of a million times stronger than me, especially now that I'm weak and disabled, although at this stage in my life I have the advantage of more experience and schooling than I did all those years ago.  Still, it hardly makes a match to tens of theologians, now does it?  And who knows how much money and how much public and how many churches backing them?  So it's clearly a case of might makes right.

But, is might the basis on which you prefer to make decisions?  If so, then send out the bullies.  Send out infantry men. Meanwhile, make sure your supporters know the truth.  I'm just one person, but here I stand I can do no other. 

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"However, a less cynical reading of Nuremberg is that the International Military Tribunal reflected international morality.  It means that the defense "I was only following orders" will not wash in the face of war crimes." (p. 16)
Okay so nothing can really compare to My Lai or what happened in Hitler's concentration camps, but I'm trying to use these articles to learn something regarding my Vienna mission experience.  Those two tragedies were horrific and I want to acknowledge that before going on, so don't get me wrong there, okay?  Millions died there in awful tragedies.  I've actually been to a few of the concentration camps and had an internship at the Holocaust Museum in Wasington, D.C., so I really do apreciate these things, honestly.  So please don't take me wrong.

The thing about this as applied to the Vienna mission is that once people in the mission become socialized and then actually participate in the activities, such as take a few mission trips (for the theologians) they have then bought into the system and then it's too "costly" for them to either opt out or not follow orders, even in things they might otherwise not feel completely comfortable with.  So over time they become more and more sort of desensytized to these things, probably through a variety of means depending on the individual and the situation and the issue.  And the next thing you know they are the system; They're an integral part of it, and not just a member in training.  Sure they'll continue to learn new things, but they all do partly because the context of their work changes from time to time if nothing else. 

So in this process the only options really are to obey or not to obey.  Near the beginning of your tenure with the mission I think they tolerate a certain amount of disobedience, but I think they consider certain parameters, such as the attitude, how often one disobeys, if a security breach is involved, etc.  I think they realize that the new recruit has to adjust to the situation, so they allow for whatever they expect that person might need for adjusting.

So this security system is virtually unknown to the new person.  They do not really know what's behind it.  They just trust the mission leadership.  If they had any qualms, including any qualms that what the mission was asking of them ran against their concept of biblical teaching, they just shrugged their shoulders and said "I was just following orders."  Everything they learned in seminary and their own studies may have been flushed down the toilet by way of ethical backbone.  They might have been able to stand up to a Communist but not to a mission leader whom they disagreed with.  So they went against their conscience maybe even and sinned.  But then eventually their conscience changed and it wasn't sin any more.  Sort of like watching enough killing on TV and it doesn't bother you any more (not that you'd necessarily do it though).

So why did everyone shun me to the person and child before I left Vienna?  "I was only following orders"

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"So we have come full circle. The military cannot close itself off to society, it cannot have a private morality exempt from outside scrutiny, accountability or oversight.  Which leads me into my conclusion: only a unified system of ethics will do, one which will serve to uphold high standards in war or peace; up or down and in all parts of the military system; and reflecting the best of civilization's values." (p. 16)
How much more the Vienna mission needs this, and I have said this before too, so it bears repeating.  This is accountability!! 

I feared that the private morality of the Vienna mission was something that I did not like and I don't even want to speculate here what it might have been but I was afraid it might not have been something church-y.  I hope not, though.  But you can't blame me for thinking like that since there were already two military chaplains on staff and one of the most influential missions involved in the multi-mission effort took money from the CIA, and the fact that my parents were treated special and I had unique problems and my dad was a program manager in Boeing's SDI program.  And they way they treated me...

But then, maybe the problem really harks back to the problem with American churches, because American churches really could care less about what the missions do and maybe they're so politicized anyway themselves that the Vienna mission is just a reflection of the American churches anyway.  In this case I have to run back to Scripture and Jacques Ellul.  I have to remind you that Judas Iscariot was the disciple most interested in politics.  He was obsessed with it, whereas the others may have had some interest, but not like him.  And Jesus had to correct the others even to set them on the right course that we are about spiritual things. 

Ethics.  You actually need ethics to be able to do ethics ethically, because you can sort of use ethics or make a show of doing ethics so that your're not really doing ethics ethically.  I don't believe the Vienna mission is capable (or at least was capable of - in the late 1980s) using ethics ethically in some of these issues.  I've discussed here.  And I'm just one person against many so at this point especially you know it's not going to be just, especially with my health.  I'm not making a cop out, I'm just stating a fact because I know that I could have done a lot better on these posts even a year ago before I had the migraine, for example.















Thursday, March 29, 2012

336. Organizational Behavior, Pt. 60 (Graham, pt. 6)

I think it's been somewhat carthatic writing these Easter letters.  I don't know what the fallout will be, though.  But the prep for the tax things has been sort of stressful, so while the Easter letters has been a positive force of sorts, the tax issue has been a negative one.  We'll see how both end out.  It could end out that the tax issue is fine and the Easter letters get a rabid response from some quarters.

Anyway,  after some things I've written and thought about, I thought it might be appropriate to deal with this one issue very briefly.  In my family, the men, following my father's lead, have all taken the position that public opinion is of paramount importance.  I hope you can tell by now that I'm not so much of that mindset.  As a matter of fact I'm more of the turn-the-tables-of the-money-changers ilk.  That is, let's call a spade a spade and fix the problem rather than continue on playing some charade or other.  In any case, don't count on me to play along, so if you want to play, you'd better keep me at arm's length because I'm not the playing type.

Now my talking like that is not necessarily just all hypothetical, because I have two brothers who seem to enjoy making sure the public have one view of them even while they know  they live differently.  That's why, for example, no one knew that my one brother had a temper - because it was delegated to private family affairs.

But what does the Bible have to say about this kind of thing?

Well, actually, I'm not sure I understand them enough to say for sure.  With dad I think, if I understand him correctly, it was that when mom had her first breakdown she was an embarrassment  to him and so from then on there became a need for there to be a discrepancy between what really went on behind closed doors at home and was the public saw.  If there was a difference like (between public fiew and their familial relatioship) that before her breakdown, I don't know about that.Dad may also have resented her holding him back too, I don't know.  We as children were told not to tell other people about mom's emotional problems.

My brother back home, in his relationship with mom made sure everyone knew how much he was sacrificing and doing for her and how hard she was making it for her.  So then it made it look like she was such a problem and so unthoughtful or something.  Then behind closed doors he would yell at her and criticise her and call her names, basically, emotionally and verbally abuse her.

Luke 12:2
Nothing is covered up that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be known.

This verse is good for anyone to remember who does things "in secret", including the mission in Vienna and how they treated me.

Ecclesiastes 12:14
For God shall bring every work into judgment, with every secret thing, whether it be good, or whether it be evil.


















This, of course, is true for all of us, every single one of us, believer included, because we're going to be judged to receive crowns and for our positions in heaven.  So if someone is terribly concerned about what others think and has a dual standard regarding what goes on in public and what goes on in private and what should be kept secret, knowing that if secrets were to be "leak out" the Christian world might not approve and you might have some explaining to do or you might have to change some ways.  So you'd rather maintain the status quo and pay the piper later... at the judgement seat.  Well, and you just may have to do that.  So it might be wise to consider whether or not there are any double standards lurking in your families, in your missions.

John 3:19
And this is the condemnation, that light is come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil.

Now I'm not saying that any of the people I'm talking about aren't saved, but in their walk, at least in certain spheres, since they have this secret inner world (family, mission) that members have strict instructions as to how they are to talk about to the rest of the world, so they seem in this instance to love darkness rather than light.  They seem to love their world of secrecy and darkness from which the world is cut off - but which, I might mention, God is NOT cut off.   God know all your little secrets and what goes on behind closed doors.

How much better to have a clear conscious and love the light?  That is the one thing I have always, from day one ever since I left Vienna, said, that I left with a clear conscious, which is something I could not have said if I had mired myself in their ways.  So I never regreted that.  Of course, I still went through a lot of agony, which I've discussed elsewhere and I'll get to later on too. But that's a different issue altogether.

So whether you're my family members, the men in my family, or the Vienna mission, you need to know that God knows what you're doing and what you've done, whether or not people know or knew, and one day you're going to face God for how you've acted.  So you may think you can fool people, and you may well be able to, but you can't ever fool God.  Ever.

You still have a choice, however.  Are you going to continue in darkness?  For missions, deception is a sin and lying is something God can't even do.  I don't even want to try to address my brothers.  They're going to have to figure their own way out. 

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Back to the text...

We're in the section titled "Organizational Obedience" where the author is still creating propositions relevant to organizational citizenship behavior.  In this section she pairs organizational rights and responsibilities to create "organizational obedience".   For example...

"Those with Gesellschaft relational ties are likely to be minimally compliant, because they see rights and responsibilities related only instrumentally.  On the other hand, those with normal or covenantal Gemeinschaft relational ties are likely to obey the spirit as well as the letter of the law, due to their sincere respect for the organizational rationality." (p. 259)

The covenantal Gemeinschaft relational ties are what one would have found in the Vienna mission, and I don't think anyone would really argue with that.  Except I never really reached that level because I could never accept the mission's values and norms en toto, and that was part of my not internalizing their values and norms.  Of course, I did in part, but that was not at all adequate.  They wanted all or nothing, because to have a partial acceptance meant that you were left critiqueing the organization over the part you didn't accept and that was not okay.  Very not okay.  So I was in the doghouse like most of the time I was there, if not the whole time.  (Of course, there may well have been other things going on, so I don't want to make it look like that was the only reason I was singled out, because I doubt it was.)

Okay, so all those others who did have the covenantal Gemeinschaft relational ties with the mission did (once they were socialized) obey the spirit as well as the letter of the law and did, as far as I knew, have a sincere respect for the organizational rationality.

I think this "organizational rationality" thing deserves some discussion.  First of all, I remind you that we're talking mostly (although not entirely) about theologians with Th.M. and some Th.D. degrees.  So these people should have been able to think more or less clearly about "organizational rationality."  Or at least about organizational morality.  The thing is that these new missionaries respected the mission for the following reason, I suspect: 1) for the qualities of missionaries (in their view); 2) for the quality of the mission and/or number of missions comprising the mission - as it was made up of member missions; and 3) conceded to others because of their lack of lack of skill/knowledge regarding work in Eastern Europe/closed countries.     So these things compelled these missioneries to sincerely respect the organization's rationality, which resulted in their obedience.

I, on the other hand, failed to see the organizational rationality.  The thing was that, first of all, I came knowing German and Russian and having spend a couple months a few years prior in Austria, not to mention other German speaking countries and cities.  I had also worked with other missions and had done research with a well known research center and worked in a specialiced library, had traveled on my own and made contacts on my own and learned of various ministries to that part of the world on my own.  And I had written to a whole slew of missions trying to select a mission and had gotten a real eye opener in the answers I received.

So when I came to the Vienna mission and saw what I saw, knowing what I knew from other groups.  I knew that I couldn't accept their rationality and that their rationality wasn't a given just because their missionfield was Communist.  I didn't buy it.  I didn't buy it because I didn't think it was Christian and I didn't buy it because they were using tactics similar to those used by the Communists.  (The Communists did used psychology to reeducate their political activists, I'll remind you.)  So no I didn't enter into the covenantal Gemeinschaft relationship ties, but leaving felt painful like I was leaving a cult under bad conditions.  However, the upbeat letter from the director and assistant director which was so sickening syrupy sweet that I received some six months after I returned home from leaving Vienna made it sound as if everything was just hunky dory. Yeah right.  Barf.

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I think that's all for now.  I've got to get going.



Thursday, April 14, 2011

242. Vienna Mission Years, Pt. 3

"One effect of education and the media and the ideologies pertains in a special way to distribution: A general and unchallengeable conviction is created that those who do certain kinds of work ought to receive lower incomes and be content with lower levels of consumption than those who do other kinds of work. A classist society is thereby, in people's minds, canonized as something morally correct, as a situation demanded by justice. Although both ideas are equally false, this conviction should not be confused with the medieval belief that the son of a shoemaker should also be a shoemaker and the son of a prince should be a prince; sociologists call this situation a lack of capillarity or social mobility. Today one can indeed 'ascend' the classist ladder and it is even ideal to do so. The depravity to which I refer is the conviction apparently ineradicable although entirely mythological, that certain work is forever destined to receive low income and other work is 'in itself' worthy of greater remuneration. This conviction is one of the worst violences inflicted on the workers to force them, in the labor contract (and in its indispensable complement, the multiple contract of bargain and sale of consumer goods and services), to submit to the conditions which are favorable to the capitalist class."

Miranda, José. (1974). Marx and the Bible: A Critique of the Philosophy of Oppression. (John Eagleson, Trans.). Maryknoll, New York: Orbis Books, p. 9.
[Note: I have this book because I wanted to understand how some Christians can accommodate Marxist thinking into their theology, which is known as liberation theology.]

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I have to backtrack some because I decided to look through the human rights report I wrote while living in Russia, and there is something I missed, so I'm just going to quote it here:

"Before I left for Vienna my Father told me that I might be requested to undergo a security briefing at his work. He had already told me that he had a security clearance through the Pentagon (not through Boeing, per se, as I understand it). I didn't think anything of this, that it was anything to worry about. Dad was always very supportive of me going into mission work. Nothing ever came of the possible briefing, but Dad did also mention that it was possible that in a communist country someone might try to kidnap me in exchange for information from Dad. (That was the only concern I ever heard about to this point.) I got the impression that everyone thought that I was trustworthy on that regard - although it wasn't until much later that I thought about it like that.

Actually it never occurred to me till several years later that it was even possible for me to have problems on account of Dad's work. But after my Vienna years, back in Seattle, [D. B.] of Campus Crusade for Christ told me that many people whose parents are in military work aren't even allowed into East European Mission work. That certainly had never even crossed my mind as being a possibility. By that point I had lived through enough that it didn't matter. I had already decided that I had to obey God rather than man (i.e., government) and I felt called by God to work in those countries, especially the Soviet Union. No one had ever told me not to study Russian, work with emigrants, etc., anyways. I had already spent several years of my life in preparation for that kind of work and it was the primary professional training I had received.

I later had to study some about professional espionage workings in order to make sense of what was happening to me...

I left for Vienna via Holland and train from there in June of 1987. Sure enough I was put up with [the secretary from Alaska] in another girl's apartment (she lived alone because she was in women's ministry) who was in Dallas for the summer working on her Master's degree.

It quickly became clear that this was a very clickish [sic] group. It is quite contrary to any theory of Christian missions or Biblical example or teaching of the same to operate as they did...

Here I am going to unabashadly reveal what to these mission groups are great secrets. The purpose is to expose their unjustice since neither the churches in America or [sic] the Russia have proven themselves inclined to do anything about them which is how it should Biblically be handled. It's a shame and disgrace for 'the world' to have to be judges of the Church, but if the Church won't do it, then someone should.

I figured that since I was told I'd be a secretary and that I, in this position, probably wouldn't travel much (i.e., into Eastern Europe), that I would be able to work with/amongst the Austrians in my free time.

As it turned out, almost everyone except those who specialized in E. Germany and a few exceptions (such as.... ) attended one of two English speaking Evangelical churches and had little contact with the Austrians. Although one month of German language training was technically promised all this was rarely realized in fact. It seemed to me that as workers could be 'trusted' they were allowed this 'privilege,' but the stated reason was that there was too much work to do. However, this logic didn't really seem to match the circumstances a lot of times, as in my case.

I was 'allowed' to attend church with ... (that church was the nearest where I lived). I was accepted well by the believers and was invited to teach a Sunday School class, even in my early months in Vienna.

We "found" an apartment for me within walking distance of the ... office. It was a studio apartment which was already furnished. The owner, ... a young veterinarian attended the Vienna International Chapel and was a friend of some of the [mission] workers. A former [mission] worker... had also lived there a few months before I came."
So that fills in some gaps. I had forgotten that they didn't have the apartment for me right away and also about the part about dad. The part about dad, I think, is especially important because there will be some things that happen in Vienna that apart from influence from his work would be hard to understand... and things are hard enough to understand anyway.

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I think this is enough for this post, so next time we'll start where we left off, which is July 10, 1987.





Wednesday, April 13, 2011

239. Pre-Vienna Comments 11

This post takes a brief look at something I'm finding in my "data analysis" of the articles I've commented on and the comments themselves. As such, it's just an initial findings stage, but I think it's substantial enough to warrant discussing now. (I.e., timeliness overrides the need for waiting for a polished end-product.)

What I'm going to discuss here is accountability, and various ways in which accountability is an issue regarding my Vienna mission experiences. I think this is not an unimportant topic, and it is my hope that if you don't agree yet, you will be the end of this post.

There are several broad areas that I have come up with so far, just based on the discussions of date. First of all, there is the issue of who is accountable to whom. Then, secondly, there is the issue of the accountability mechanism, which includes the following issues:
  1. What is the accountable entity accountable for? For example, the mission might be accountable to the local Austrian authorities to register their organization (according to local law). The italicize phrase is the part of the sentence that answers this question.
  2. In some cases there are specific criteria involved as well; that is, it is not enough for the mission to register itself with the Austrian authorities, it must do it correctly, and in a timely fashion, for example.
  3. If accountability exists, there often is a mechanism for knowing whether the accountable agency does what it is accountable for doing. So, in continuing with the above example, the Austrian government might have an annual auditing process set up to make sure all the organizations that are supposed to be registered are and the information is up to date. That auditing process answers this question.
  4. In addition, there is often also a mechanism in place for dealing with not living up to one's accountability standards - punishments, if you will. In this way, then, the Vienna mission could be liable for hefty fines if it failed to register in a timely fashion, for example.
  5. Finally, there is usually some kind of reasoning for the accountability and the nature of it in any particular context. The Austrian authorities would likely refer to laws in place (and perhaps the reasonableness of them) and the mission office being located on territory that makes it subject to those laws, that is in their jurisdiction.
In summery:
A was [not] accountable to B for doing/being C in D manner [criteria]. The mechanism for assuring compliance was B and punishment for noncompliance was E. The reasoning for the accountability relationship was F.

Not all of these 5 aspects of accountability in the data are immediately evident (especially based on the data and discussions alone), but some are not difficult to surmise. So some of my discussion will be based on specifically what discussion to date has elicited, but I may augment that in some cases by filling in the blanks as seems reasonable based on what I knew and experienced of the Vienna mission.

1. Accountability of the mission to others
According to the discussions so far, the mission would have been accountable to many different others. Some of these are not well developed in the discussion so far, which is not to say that they weren't important; it just means the literature I've discussed so far hasn't flushed everything out yet.

a. Accountability to supporters back home
I've only identified 3 comments so far about the mission being responsible to supporters back home. The first comment is that the mission presented itself back home as a "regular" Christian mission, that is, not all that dissimilar from any other mission anywhere else. A second statement puts supporters back home as the least influential stakeholder group of the mission as pertains to the mission's decision-making considerations. The last comment is a question wondering how the mission might explain its treatment of me back home to supporters.

Based on this, grated rather sketchy, depiction of this accountability relationship, it seems that how the mission presents itself back home works well enough for it and allows it to disregard supporters back home in its decision-making process. For this to function well, the supporters back home must have been satisfied with how the mission presented itself.

As such, we see, then, that the mission doesn't really have any accountability to the supporters back home. That is, as long as the supporters back home are satisfied with its public relations image (i.e., how it presents itself to its supporters), the mission does not really have any accountability to them.

The mission was not accountable to supporters back home for internal functioning in any manner [criteria]. The mechanism for assuring compliance was nonexistent and punishment for noncompliance was likewise nonexistent. The reasoning for the accountability relationship was to protect the mission's secrets.

b. Accountability to Scripture
The discussions thus far have a lot more to say about the mission and its accountability to Scripture. Mainly, the discussions focus on how the mission apparently disregarded Scripture. It is assumed that the mission should have been accountable to Scripture because it was a conservative Evangelical Christian missionary organization. The accountability criteria is Scripture itself and what it has to say that might pertain to the mission. The mechanisms for ascertaining compliance and the results of noncompliance are necessarily theological in nature and as such I'm going to defer this discussion, to a later time. That's not to say these things are not important, however.

So that leaves us with what the mission is accountable to Scripture for. There are a lot of things that the mission might be responsible to Scripture for, some of which it undoubtedly followed and obeyed. But the ones I've discussed here are where I think it has failed in obeying Scripture. Here are the ways discussed so far: 1) attempting to hide its activities behind a veil of secrecy; 2) the use of habitual deception; 3) demanding unbiblical things of its members, therefore having an unbiblical understanding of deviance; 4) having some unbiblical values and beliefs; 5) dishonestly couching some of its activities in Scripture; 6) being unequally yoked with worldly organizations via its military chaplains; 7) supplanting its Scripture with its own organizational culture as the final word in a lot of its activities; 8) valuing organizational stability over Scriptural mandates; and 9) the level of its focus on security was unbiblical.

To fully understand these assertions, the reader might want to look back at the original discussion these came from. You might note here that numbers 1, 2, and 9 above would serve to weaken accountability to others. So while numbers 1, 2 and 9 might be most directly unbiblical, the effect of the mission doing these things is also lessened accountability to others.

Number 3 deals specifically with how the mission treated its workers, in what it expected from them and what constituted deviance. In as much as these things were unscriptural, it means that the mission made its workers sin and not sinning was deviance. Not exactly the kind of thing you expect in a Christian mission.

Then there is the issue of values, beliefs and priorities of the mission. At least some of the missions values and beliefs were unscriptural (4), including its valuation of security (9) and its willingness to have unbiblical relations with secular organizations (6).

Then there's the issue of the relationship with Scripture as a yardstick. The mission's action indicated that it placed its own norms, values (4) and organizational stability (8) above Scripture. That is if organizational stability were at stake, for example, it followed its own norms and values even if they were at odds with Scripture. Then it would dishonestly couch activities, such as the unscriptural stability-maintenance ones, in Scriptural terms (5).

In summary, then, the mission only conditionally held Scripture in highest regard, its disregard for it was based on its own values, norms and priorities and included demanding things of its workers that were sinful (contrary to Scripture), then it would couch its activities in Scriptural terms. In addition, the mission had unbiblical worldly ties, which could have been a cause and/or result of the mission's disregard for Scripture.

c. Accountability to its workers
The discussions so far have also, it turns out, covered a fair amount of territory regarding the mission's accountability to its workers. Unfortunately, everything so far points to how the mission was not accountable to its workers, that is, the mechanisms that inhibited accountability.

First of all, the mission was not open to genuine inquiry, was more concerned about finding flaws in its members than having its own flaws pointed out, and didn't value open exchange or debating of viewpoints.

Secondly, the segmentation of knowledge and limiting of the availability of knowledge according to the responsibilities and trustworthiness of an individual and the fact that a lot of the ethical decision-making involved knowledge the individual might not have access to, made it difficult for anyone to know enough to question the organization.

Thirdly, the organization was difficult to understand without having the relevant background for making sense of it.

Fourthly, there may have been characteristics of the workers themselves that made it unlikely that they would question the mission.

Fifthly, the mission used social control to limit accountability to its workers. It did this by making certain subjects taboo and also by fostering an otherwise positive attitude in its workers and the mission as a whole. The positive attitude would have made it unlikely that anyone would have any questions, but if they did that organizational norms would have dissuaded them from expressing such concerns.

Sixth, the mission did not have a viable grievance process in place by which the individual might broach concerns to the leadership. That is there was no neutral channel open where the individual might be certain that their concerns would be heard and given serious consideration.

In this way, then, we see that the mission had erected a formidable wall against any possible accountability to its workers, who might otherwise have been in one of the best positions to know something to hold the mission accountable about.

d. Accountability to me

Again, we see that there is more about how the mission was not accountable to me.

One of the biggest obstacles to the mission being accountable to me was the ambiguity I experienced and lack of understanding as to what was normative at the mission. That is it was often difficult to understand enough of what was going on to formulate clear issue statements. Despite this, I was motivated to try to understand the mission; I just wasn't completely successful in this endeavor.

Another obstacle to my holding the mission accountable was my fear of it, which started when they sent me back to the USA. I was too afraid to tell anyone what I was thinking, let alone attempt to broach them directly on anything.

Again, as we just saw regarding the mission's accountability to its workers in general, I didn't know of a way to express my grievances. That is, I never thought there was a way in which both parties, me and the mission, would be free to accept or reject the other's views. Similarly, I felt powerless as far as getting any restitution for any mistreatment by the mission.

The mission was more interested in my trusting it than understanding it. Trust would counter any possibility of holding it accountable, and understanding it might have undermined trust, at least in starting out with the mission.

In summary, then, the mission didn't particularly want me to understand the organization, and there was enough ambiguity in the organization and my experiences in it that made it difficult to formulate clear complaints against the mission. Then eventually fear also precluded my doing anything to hold the mission accountable, and finally, I didn't see a realistic way I could air my grievances. So, once more, the mission is left unaccountable to anyone.

e. Accountability to me & dad

In following from the last discussion, there eventually were questions that came up in my thoughts about the mission and whether how it treated me was related to my dad. I'm placing this possibility separately from accountability to just me, because accountability to my dad might also have come into play somehow too (whether because he would have been upset that the mission's treatment of me was - even partly - a result of his work; or because mission's actions displayed sentiments of accountability to him - and mom). Accountability here also includes the sense that both dad and I would have wanted to know if anything related to his work was involved in how the mission treated me.

f. Accountability to the law

This came up in the discussions because I questioned if the mission did anything illegal in how it treated me.

g. Accountability to the Hippocratic Oath

The Hippocratic Oath comes into play here regarding the mission's thoughts and intentions in how it sent me back to the States for counseling. My concerns were 1) that it might not have had valid medical cause for doing that, 2) whether they wanted it to change my attitude (perhaps making me more docile), and 3) whether there was anything related to my dad's work that influenced the mission's treatment of me. This line in the modern version of the oath is particularly apt:

"I will apply, for the benefit of the sick, all measures [that] are required, avoiding those twin traps of overtreatment and therapeutic nihilism."

h. Accountability to outsiders (in general)

We find here, too, obstacles to the mission's accountability to outsiders. First of all there is the lack of understanding about what goes on in the mission. Secondly, there is the mission's proactive efforts to control its external image. And then, thirdly, the mission's defensive tactics prevented outsider understanding using the felt need for security as a foundation for use of an 'organizational vernacular' and inner secret life, all of which had the added benefit of freeing the mission from outside accountability.

i. Accountability to the Board

According to my understanding, the mission Board was one of the most influential stakeholders on the mission. How much of an accountability function it served, however, I do not know.

j. Accountability to the local Austrians

According to my understanding, the local Austrians were one of the least influential stakeholders of the mission, and probably had little possibility of holding the mission accountable, other than for routine legal issues.

k. Accountability to the nationals (believers in E. Europe)

According to my understanding the indigenous believers were among the most influential stakeholders, if not the most influential one, and as such they might have been able to hold the mission accountable to a certain extent.

i. General external accountability (e.g., to anyone)

The mission's focus on secrecy (for the sake of security), and its use of hard to document deception would have made it difficult for anyone in the general public to hold the mission accountable. The mission's use of social control in its treatment of its members would also have made it difficult for outsiders to find out what was going on in the mission that it might need to be held accountable for. These social control features included the fostering of clan/culture control, fear of speaking out (e.g., my fear of speaking out), and by demanding complete surrender from its workers. All of these things served to preclude the likelihood that anyone in the general public could hold the mission accountable.

2. Accountability of the mission workers

a. Accountability to the mission (i.e., the leadership, administration, etc.)

Here we're turning the table around; previously I discussed how the mission was accountable to the workers, and now we're going to see how the workers are accountable to the mission. Obviously, there's bound to be a lot of overlap. This is the largest group of comments from previous discussions.

First of all, several areas of accountability came up, sometimes including criteria for determining compliance. I hope you understand that this list is not complete and that this is so for much of the accountability issues described in this post.

The mission required that the workers use their crosscultural skills only in ways approved by the mission, although what exactly might be approved by the mission was not discussed. Also, the mission required that its members adhere to both the core and noncore aspects of the organizational culture and failure to do so would be seen as an act of dissidence. The mission wanted the newcomer to submit totally and identify with all of its norms, and thought of this as more important than the individual figuring out how things worked at the mission. Similarly, it demanded blind trust in, and obedience and moral commitment to the mission 24/7 (twenty-four hours a day/seven days a week). In this way the mission became a sort of 'superego' for its workers. It also required that its members deceive outsiders to the mission.

Furthermore, the mission didn't want any competing professional identities in its workers. Members' knowledge, skills and spiritual gifts were to be used only in ways the mission approved of, and it did not like surprises or political machinations among workers either. Attitude was very important to the mission, but over-conformity would have been seen as nonconformity.

Also, not all means of deviance were equal, as the worst offenses were those that put the security of the mission (or its other workers or the nationals) at risk. Likewise, it valued commitment in its members, but control and cohesion commitment were more important than continuance commitment.

The mission had several mechanisms in place to assess, monitor and influence individuals and the group to fulfill these demands. One tool it had in this toolbox was the use of positive reinforcement for good behavior, such as being granted access to more information in the mission, friendly relations with others in the group, and increased happiness. The mission didn't have a formal feedback mechanism in place, like the ubiquitous annual review, however, so one generally had to rely on informal feedback.

But where the mission lacked in formal feedback, it made up for in discipline strategies. If a member of the mission was identified as being deviant s/he could be susceptible to any of the following: 1) formal means, such as intervention by the human resources department; 2) informal means, such as being socially ostracized by the others or the group otherwise coming across as "vicious in their efforts to corral the deviant individual"; 3) the use of "co-optive rational control," where, in brief, the mission came across first in a friendly manner and then came in for the kill, so to speak; and 4) the use of stress inducement as a means of social control.

Finally, the reasoning behind a lot of the mission's expectations of its workers were based on a desire to 'create a sort of psychological barrier... to compromising the mission" and to otherwise minimize security risks. [Note: These expectations were not based on Scriptural mandate.] Probably because of this reasoning, the mission sometimes seemed to have a disregard for its effects on its members (like me).

b. Accountability to me

Other worker accountability to me (as one person to another - not in any kind of authority sense; accountability does not necessarily indicate an authority relationship) comes up mainly in questions about how the other workers justified their actions towards me, especially at the end, but also whether they ever questioned the mission's treatment of me. Based on what I've already said in this post alone you can probably guestimate what the answers might be.

c. Accountability to each other

The only statement I found in the discussions so far about workers being accountable to each other is that "as long as one wasn't deviant (or potentially deviant) the members of the mission were friendly and looked out for one another." [Note: The inverse of this statement gives a clue about my treatment by the group.]

3. Accountability of me to the mission & its workers (i.e., administration and rank & file members)

My discussion on this relationship is mostly from the perspective of how I thought the mission wanted me to be accountable to it. As such, it seems that I've made several comments in this blog to the effect that I poorly understood what exactly the mission wanted, although I thought it involved "nothing less than total commitment," but I didn't know what it would take to satisfy the mission that I had totally submitted nor why it was so important. Also, at some point it became clear that the mission wasn't happy with me, so I wondered what I was doing to make it think I wasn't submitted to it enough. However, the other thing, which was probably part of the "submission" package, was that I understood that it wanted to limit my outside socializing and contacts, which I couldn't understand since I didn't think I was doing anything that should conflict with the mission's work, including security concern-wise. It might have wanted control, cohesion and continuance commitment from me also.

If I was accountable to the mission, I didn't act like it, because 1) I rejected its norms which it wanted me to include in the submission package, 2) my cohesion eroded as a direct result of how the mission was treating me, and 3) I also "remained passive in the face" of what I saw to be the mission's unjust treatment of me.

The last thing is that it's possible that my opinions (which I voiced in candidate's course with my sending mission) about the former mission I had ties with became known by the mission leadership and their responses to me could have been affected by that knowledge. That is, they knew I could be an independent thinker and come to my own conclusions about things.

4. Accountability of dad to me

Dad would have been accountable to me in as much as he would have known more of the risks to me because of his work. [Note: This needs to be taken in light of other things I've said in this blog too, though, such as the issue of intentionality, that is, his work affecting me unintentionally.]

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Here is the source material I used for coming up with these summary statements. These statements are from my comments on texts earlier in this blog.



Accountability TO Accountability BY
4. Dad knew at least some of the risks to me in my professional interests. Me Dad
173. I didn't believe that totally submitting to the mission would relieve me of responsibility for my actions and thoughts that followed from taking that step. God Me
40. I felt that the mission wanted nothing less than total submission from me. Mission Me
84. By the end of my time with the mission I had no continuance commitment (because I thought that the mission in many ways might be doing more harm than good because of its modus operandi), no cohesion commitment (because I didn't want to become a part of the in-group because of the values differences), and no control commitment (because I thought the group needed more accountability which would mean more exposure of how it really operated which thinking was diametrically opposed to what control commitment would mean in that context). Mission Me
148. I remained passive in the face of the unjust way I was treated, rather than responding in kind or trying to initiate a discussion about my concerns. Mission Me
13. My opinions about my former mission might have flagged me as an 'individual resister' prior to my arrival in Vienna. (I had mentioned it during a Candidate's Course interview.) Mission Me
21. The mission might have wanted me to limit my socializing to people within the organization in order to facilitate a quicker socialization of me. Mission Me
40. What exactly did the mission want vis a vis submission and why was this submission so important? Mission Me
41. In what ways was I exhibiting non-submission? (Or, how did they determine I hadn't submitted as they desired?) Mission Me
42. What would have satisfied them that I was sufficiently submissive? Mission Me
99. The mission's security focus was most evident in hard to document aspects of the mission's operations. Anyone Mission
1. The Vienna mission lived a life of deception. Anyone Mission
2. The Vienna mission was not really accountable to anyone (because of the secrecy, etc.) (or here, or here) Anyone Mission
1. After about the 5th month in Vienna I became afraid of the mission and afraid to tell anyone what I was thinking (or here) Anyone Mission
54. I had a lot of suspicions that a mission that operated in so much secrecy and demanded complete surrender from its members is "fundamentally amoral and their members, once socialized, will pursue inappropriate goals." Anyone Mission
34. The mission justified its use of clan or culture control (rather than marketplace control or bureaucracy control) because of the uncertainty and complexity inherent in its work. Anyone Mission
31. Was there any Milgram-type conformity to authority (even in what would otherwise be considered unethical - or unbiblical - ways) in existence in the mission? If so, how widespread was this and how did this develop? Anyone Mission
18. The mission was ultimately probably not totally accountable to anyone. Anyone Mission
4. Did the Vienna mission have any other U.S. government ties besides having 2 U.S. reserve chaplains on staff (and having a retreat at a U.S. military retreat center, the former Hitler's Crow's Nest)? Anyone Mission
18. Did the mission overstep acceptable limits in how they treated other people? Or was my treatment by them unique? If it was unique, why? If other people were treated unacceptably, who was treated thus and how exactly were they treated unacceptably? Anyone Mission
46. Did the mission need a secretary or not in the position they brought me over to fill? Anyone Mission
53. Was the mission digging for my hamartia or fatal flaw in the changes as to how it treated me? Anyone Mission
8. Did the Vienna mission really believe it had valid cause (i.e., I needed it) for sending me home? Hippocratic Oath Mission
9. Is it possible that the military chaplains / human resource staff at the Vienna mission intended this (mental "transformation," "personality changes") to be the end result of my going to the states for counseling? Hippocratic Oath Mission
10. Did the Vienna mission send me to the States to reform my "attitude"? Hippocratic Oath Mission
11. If the military chaplains in the h.r. department gave me troubles (we'll get to that later), was it for the mission or because of my dad's work, or (even more insidiously) both? Hippocratic Oath Mission
19. What laws might have limited the mission's treatment of me? Law Mission
20. What laws might have been pertinent to some of the other things I experienced while working for the mission? Law Mission
12. The unexpected ambiguities after my arrival in Vienna made me "too psychologically disorganized and overwhelmed to think of formulating a coherent resistive response." Me Mission
102. Since I didn't have a good grasp of what was normative in the mission, it was difficult for me to discern the differences in how I was treated and how others were treated. Me Mission
139. I can think of a lot of things I would like to have suggested to the mission (although I probably couldn't have separated these things out and the most pressing suggestion would have concerned how the mission was treating me at any give moment of time during the duration of my time with the mission.) Me Mission
33. If the most minimal definition of organizational socialization "refers minimally ... to the fashion in which an individual is taught and learns what behaviors and perspectives are customary and desirable within the work setting as well as what ones are not," AND I never really had a clear idea of "what behaviors and perspectives are customary and desirable within the work setting as well as what ones [were] not, would this seem to support the idea that I wasn't being socialized at all, but that something else was going on? [I'm not saying this necessarily concludes that socialization wasn't happening, as there might have been other intervening factors resulting in my being a poor organizational socialization student.] Me Mission
14. I withheld my 'illegal' thoughts about the mission in a context (Dallas) where I thought I wouldn't be believed and the consequences most likely would have been disastrous for me. Me Mission
150. I never felt that I could have an open discussion with the mission (or my sending mission either) in which either side would be free to accept or not the other's views. Me Mission
34. The mission didn't particularly want to understand the 'big picture' of how it operated, but wanted me to trust it without this knowledge. Me Mission
8. I didn't seek redress concerning how the Vienna mission treated me because I felt I had virtually no "power and control over the transgressor or parties who have the capacity to extract restitution from the transgressor." Me Mission
73. Instead of going through a "self-verification" process which was initiated by the mission, I went through a "mission-identification" process, wherein the change was not so much in how I viewed myself but in how I viewed the mission. Me Mission
34. What affect, if any, did my dad's work have on my experiences with the mission? Me, Dad Mission
35. If the mission knew of my dad's work and that knowledge affected how it treated me, 1) how did they know of his work? 2) who in the mission (including my sending mission) knew what? and 3) how was it decided how to respond to this information? Me, Dad Mission
37. Was my experience of the mission being a total institution at all related to my dad's work and how that affected the mission's relating to me? Me, Dad Mission
79. In decision-making the mission considered the following stakeholders, in order of influence on the decision-making process: the nationals they worked with, the in-country governments, the board members/member missions, the members of the mission (the missionaries themselves), the Austrian environment, supporters back home. Nationals, Law, Board, Workers, Locals, Supporters Mission
2. Outsiders often don't understand the significance of what is happening in an organization. Outsiders Mission
11. The felt need for security had the added 'benefit' of freeing the mission from outside accountability. Outsiders Mission
17. The mission had a highly developed inner "secret" life that was intentionally difficult for outsiders to understand. Outsiders Mission
26. The fact the outsiders not only couldn't but also weren't supposed to be able to understand what went on in the mission probably served to increase internal interactions and dependence on the group. Outsiders Mission
27. The mission was extremely concerned about controlling its external image. Outsiders Mission
49. The mission's "organizational vernacular" was intended to only be understood by insiders because of it's role a security measure. Outsiders Mission
1. The mission did things to things to "please" my parents (i.e., the last minute special women's meeting after the season had ended - they normally didn't meet in the summer Parents Mission
1. Secrecy often means there is something contrary to Scripture going on. Scripture Mission
64. I believe that Christian missions shouldn't use deception in their work, and this includes work in closed countries, such as how much of "tentmaking" is done. Scripture Mission
22. I didn't think the mission's demands of me were legitimate because they were unbiblical. Scripture Mission
4. The mission's concept of deviance was not biblical. Scripture Mission
12. Some of the values and beliefs (about the ministry in particular) of the mission were unbiblical. Scripture Mission
13. A lot of what the mission did was couched in biblical terms and the use of Scripture to justify what they were doing. Scripture Mission
95. If the mission had political ties (incl. the military chaplains) this was contrary to Scripture. Scripture Mission
33. The strong organizational culture supplanted Scripture as the gold standard of how individuals and the group as a whole should function. Scripture Mission
39. The mission might have put too much importance on organizational stability in relation to other things that should have taken biblical priority. Scripture Mission
13. What mechanism (reasoning, influences) was (actually) behind the inordinate (I think), and therefore unbiblical, focus on security? (also here) Scripture Mission
55. The mission presented itself "back home" as a regular Christian mission, but its internal operations were more like an Eastern European mission and/or national security organization. Supporters Mission
47. How would the mission explain its treatment of me to my supporters? Supporters Mission
31. Early on in my experience in Vienna I had hopes that the standoff between me and the mission would ultimately lead to a detente in which the mission would give serious consideration to my concerns (and change even!) and then start also giving me "real" work to do that was closer aligned with my skills and knowledge. Workers Mission
137. I didn't (and still don't) really know how to suggest something to the mission - that is, suggest it in a way that might realistically be heard and given serious consideration. Workers Mission
138. I didn't (and still don't) think there was a way open to me to suggest something to the mission - that is, suggest it in a way that might realistically be heard and given serious consideration. Workers Mission
140. If there was a formal procedure for making suggestions, I don't remember it. Workers Mission
30. The mission had no neutral channel for grievance resolution. (or here, or here, or here) Workers Mission
69. Because of secrecy inherent in the way the mission functioned, it was difficult to know more than what was absolutely needed in order to do one's job, and knowledge beyond that would only be available to a member after they'd proved themselves trustworthy. Workers Mission
101. A lot of the decision making 0n ethical issues would have been in areas where knowledge was segmented in a "need-to-know" way, resulting in only a few people knowing what was going on in these areas. Workers Mission
30. In order for a new comer to notice incongruities in the mission they would have had to have come with sufficient background to be able to pick up on the incongruities. Workers Mission
25. The mission was not one iota interested in finding flaws in its own views; it only wanted to find flaws in its members. Workers Mission
26. The mission was not open to genuine inquiry. Workers Mission
35. The Vienna mission didn't particularly value the gift of debating unless, perhaps you were in a powerful position in the organization. Workers Mission
90. I thought the group attitude towards the mission was so positive as to be intentionally monolithic, to the point that no one ever questioned the mission about anything of any importance (unless they hadn't been socialized yet). Workers Mission
36. There were a lot of questions at the mission that would have been taboo to discuss or question. Workers Mission
50. Would the missionaries in the Vienna mission stay irregardless of what the culture of the mission was like? If so, why? If not, what type of culture(s) would decrease their continuance commitment with the mission? Workers Mission
25. The mission wanted to capitalize on the fact that the new missionaries were in unfamiliar surroundings as an opportunity to elicit substantial (mission-desired) changes in the individual. Workers Mission
6. The Vienna mission was like the military in as much as: in that military law "is based on protecting the organization from the individual rather than the reverse;"[WORKERS] the military uses similar means to pressure soldiers to conform as what I experienced at the hands of the Vienna mission [WORKERS]; the mission "harassed" me similar to how the military harasses its dissidents by moving them around; it sought to have workers who had internalized the rules of play [WORKERS]; there were built in conflicts in the Vienna mission similar to the military; social isolation from the rest of society in the Vienna mission is similar to that experienced in the military [OUTSIDERS]; as in the military, my educational background served (at least to some extent) as impetus for being "dissident;" the Vienna mission used psychology/counseling as a means of deviance control [WORKER], similar to the military. (also, here); I was just as afraid to talk about what was happening to me as was the military stockade prisoner who got beaten up his first night in stockade [ANYONE]; in its culture; Workers, Outsiders, Anyone Mission
14. How did the mission leadership in particularly, but also the other workers, (actually) justify and/or rationalize the level of deceit they functioned with? Me Mission, Workers